" Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure it." - Bruce Lee - "I want to live a life from a new perspective"- P!ATD All I ever want now, is that. To see life from a new perspective and start things afresh. Everyone going through a hard life would want that. It would be an escape from their terrors. I'm 18 now and I feel the miseries in life are just toppling over and spreading just like how you spread jam over a bread - now, that was an irrelevant one but enough to prove my point - I've now reached a point when things get down but music keeps me alive . I have grown a fetish for it. You could say I am the hide-away-in-books-and-music type of girl. Obsessive over bands and YouTubers for a distraction. Now do not even get me started on my love life. It is non - existent because of things in the past and the impossibilities of being with the one whom I love. It is not like how it is in other books. The bad boy does not always fall for the good girl and the good girl ,even after despising the guy falls in love. Mine is different. Obstructions and barriers in cue. Even after little possibilities of me thinking he does feel something for me, it is still not assuring and seems impossible. Causes being, things left unsaid.