I Fell In Love With Mr Suicidal
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"Stay away from me" He whispered as I got closer to the bridge, I walked closer until I was just an arms length away from him, I sighed looking down at my converse
"You can't kill yourself Thunder" I replied making him clutch onto the barriers tighter, He turned around his eyes budging from their sockets as he saw me standing there.
"What are you doing here? I don't want you here" He spat as I held onto the railings looking down at the cars which had been stopped by police cars, Now below the bridge was nothing but concrete and dirt.
"I don't want you to kill yourself, Thunder this isn't the way to go" I shot back making him look back down at the scene which has taken place, People were now surrounding their cars looking up and me and Thunder with scared emotions,
"Why? We don't talk we never have so why dose it matter to you if I jump or not?" He questioned making me shake my head,
"Because, Although we don't speak your my friend.....Even if you don't want us to be" I replied
"I don't need friends" He murmured loosening his grip on the barriers, I could tell he was about to jump so I did the first thing that came to my head, I dropped my bag and climbed over the barrier taking his hand in mine, I held tightly onto the barrier scared to even look down at the scene below, I could hear people gasping and crying out but I ignored it. I can't let him do this
Who would have thought that one simple thing could be the start of a relationship?
Saving Thunders life was the best thing that Mariana had ever done, And not jumping was the best thing Thunder had ever done
But will they both last or will one finally decide to jump and end their story for good?
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'What are you doing here?' he said angrily forcefully yanking my arm. 'I told you to stay hidden.' I pulled my arm free. 'I know but I wanted to help!' I told him with creased brows wondering why we were wasting time. 'By getting yourself killed? Is that your idea of helping?' his deep eyes shot daggers at me. 'I don't care! This is my fight too?' I argued shooting back the daggers. 'You don't...' he mumbled the rest of the statement running his hand through his hair in obvious frustration. 'This is a war, not one of your childish games, Santana.' Injured by his words, I shot back. 'Then i would rather die than li...' I stopped when the atmosphere immediately changed...drastically. His eyes narrowed into mere slits as his face grew dark and he seemed to loom darkly and threateningly over me. I shivered as I stepped back in both awe and fear. He suddenly scooped down and gripped my shoulders pulling closer to him while lifting me off the ground until i was almost the same height as him. 'I will rip everyone's throat with my bare hands before I let anyone touch you.' he hissed his eyes a deep shade of grey that they were almost black. What the hell? * * * All Santana wanted was to live an quiet life. After what happened to her Grandmother everyone's eyes were on her family and all she had to do was to try and not be a psycho... how hard could it be? Oh...she had no idea. From her recurring dream to her brother's terrifyingly accurate intuition to her own ability see beyond the physical, it was becoming increasingly obvious that something was amiss... ***
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