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The Drug I Can't Give Up // A Brallon Fanfiction

panicaythedisco

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Reads 23,582
Votes 1,431
Parts 22
Time 1h 53m

panicaythedisco

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How do you tell a boy that you've loved since the very first time you met  him that it isn't enough being just friends anymore? That you'd be capable of physically hurting yourself to be a bit more to him, to touch him, to kiss him? That your mouth becomes dry  just thinking about that body of his and even if you try not to think about it, you do it anyway? How do you say something like that, without ruining everything? 

Easy, Dallon figured out. You don't. You shut up. You shut up, get used to it and pray those feelings will go away.

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