Now I See BOYxBOY

It's a story about a guy named Matthew finally giving up on having a boyfriend because he realizes that the energy he spends on thinking about it takes away the possibility of helping people around him and thinking about and wishing to be in a relationship distants him from the real world. So he finally gives up and tries to take control of his life... Until he meets Jamaal and oh, boy will he lose control of his life all over again.