I'm Better Off Dead, Right? (MDE Fan Fic) - _SpecialKay_ - Wattpad

I'm Better Off Dead, Right? (MDE Fan Fic)

Reads 15,702
Votes 408
Parts 28
Time 1h 29m

Reads 15,702
Votes 408
Parts 28
Time 1h 29m

alexdorame fanfic johlex johnnieguilbert mde mydigitalescape warped warpedtour

Alex has been through too much in the past couple of months. She's loosing her mind. Nobody knows it but her. Fake smiles and laughter. When will somebody find out and help her?All Rights Reserved

alexdorame fanfic johlex johnnieguilbert mde mydigitalescape warped warpedtour

Table of contents

28 parts

Sign up to add I'm Better Off Dead, Right? (MDE Fan Fic) to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Letting It Out (Johnnie Guilbert X Reader) {completed} by Flarexx

Hello all you little shits, I wrote this way back when a was a little emo baby in 7th grade,, since then I have stopped following along with Johnnie Guilbert but regardless, if you'd like to give this a read you're more than welcome to. A reader X Johnnie Guilbert story. (Y/n) found out her boyfriend was cheating on her. She was left all alone. When a new kid shows up. His name is Johnnie Guilbert. One of (y/n)s favorite youtubers. What happens when you fall in live with a guy from YouTube? Hope you like it. I'm a shit writer btw. Also. TRIGGER WARNING. I do have mention of self harm in this so if you do not like the topic of self harm. Just click/tap away. I will try my best to update every 1-3 days but I will tell you if it will be longer.

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 || 𝐎𝐂 ✮ 𝐎𝐂 by ac1dict0uch

Please, try not to hate her. She's just a girl, after all. She's still figuring things out and doesn't understand what love truly means. She's never learned how to love or be loved. It's not entirely her fault. Others should have tried harder to understand her instead of blaming her. They left her feeling abandoned and labeled her as a monster. She's lost in a whirlwind of emotions she can't comprehend. So please, don't condemn her. ________________ Entry for the 8 Chapter Challenge and I have succeeded in it!! STARTED: 24/10/2023 FINISHED: 30/10/2023 ★2nd in '#8ChapterChallenge' 31/10/2023 ★4th in '#freepalestine' 31/10/2023

Johnnie Guilbert Is The Love Of My Life by Cassie_whitaker

Jasmine is all alone at Warped Tour but she ends up bumping into her idol. What comes next? Let's just say the police get involved.

This Is Me Without You→Johlex Fanfic by LexiDaBratt

I, Johnnie Guilbert, am a pretty popular YouTuber and I love my fans so much, even when they ship me with Kyle. Well, "shipped" me with Kyle. One day I woke up and looked on Instagram and I guess that's when this whole new crazy romance began.

Zatima After by user344727

It gets worse before it gets better...

Get To You (Johlex Fanfic) *Complete* by PierceVeilSirens1

Alex was a regular girl but she never felt true love. The move didn't help. Problems arose everywhere. Johnnie had this same problem but he had friends. They met and he fell for her. She knew but didn't get close so he wouldn't get hurt. Will she go with him? What will it take for her to realize this? {Involves sex and suicide attempt} *vry cringy*

We all go crazy by Potter_Loomis

She always new she was crazy. She new hearing Voices in her head telling her to do bad things wasn't normal. But what happens when she discovers something or someone that helps her embrace her craziness

Relationships - A MDE FanFiction by T1ffany_Motionless

For Alex Dorame, life is great. She's got her friends, subscribers, fame and a lot of support - but that's the Alex Dorame that everyone knows and not the one that only she knows. Johnnie and her, being friends for all her life, get closer. Just friends? Best friends? Or even more? Eventually she moves in with My Digital Escape (MDE) so more videos can be made. When things start to go downhill, she feels that there is no one there to help her. That is until Shannon finds out about Alex's struggles and tries to help. Will this end tragically? Will Alex's sadness be the end of her time in MDE? Or will Shannon help and keep Alex's secret? Find out more and read on A/N I'm so grateful for all the reads! I thought I would barely have 100 reads so to get nearly 70 thousand reads is so amazing!!! I love all you guys for reading ~ Tiffany

It Makes Me Mad, Knowing You're Sad (BoyxBoy Kohnnie) by mymiddlenameistrash

This is a Kyle David Hall x Johnnie Guilbert story. They are at Warped. To know more you just have to read the story. If you are homophobic then don't read it obviously. Also may contain slight smut if I decide to put it in. ♥ BEWARE OF MY CRINGY WRITING. THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER STORY ♥

Unbreakable by Ronnie_Lee93

It's hard to believe that life can turn upside down in so little time. Thats what happened to Alexis. Everything she has ever known has been torn away from her and she has no idea what to expect. Her life has already been difficult enough but it gets even more difficult for her. Will she be able to stand on her own two feet? Or will things shatter in a blink of an eye?

𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙉𝙀𝙍𝙎 𝙄𝙉 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 ˖*°࿐ DreamWasTaken by AHOPELESSROMANTIK

˖*°࿐ 𝙄𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙢𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜. DWT x Female OC [ 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝟐 ]

𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - 𝖩.𝖦 𝖷 𝖱𝖤𝖠𝖣𝖤𝖱 - by B1ueLove

|| MATURE THEMES || "And you say "Did you even notice, that I, began, to bleed?" And it all goes out of focus, and I hear you start to scream. Help me. Help me. Why won't you help me?" - flatsound - "Well I was at a friend's, and that's the only answer your going to get, so quit asking!" I snap, and he just sits there in disbelief. I not only hated when people asked questions they already know the answer to, because it seems like they're trying to be smug about it, or have some egotistical strong belief that they know everything. "Help me, help you. I don't fully understand where you're coming from, but I'd like to get your perspective on things. We're going to be around each other for awhile so just open up a bit. I know your irritated because you don't want help, but nothings wrong with at least trying to explain what's happening." I was a bit taken back with his response, it was like my heart yearned to pour out all my secrets, and the deepest darkest thoughts that I keep hidden was threatening to spill out from my mouth. "We've known each other for what? Three days? And you think we have some unbreakable bond?" My body screamed to stop, but it was like first instinct. To push the people who love me, away, and people who want to get to know me better, away. Though I don't exactly enjoy this part of myself, but I know in my heart, that if I get involved with him, it'd only break my heart. ✙✙✙✙ STARTED : September 26, 2023 FINISHED : October 1, 2023 ✰✰✰✰ #6 johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 #174 depressing 09/30/23 #42 sad romance 09/30/23 #62 readatyourownrisk 09/30/23 #25 youtuberxreader 09/30/23 #5 probation 09/30/23 #4 housearrest 09/30/23

Seconds Away→Part 2 to TIMWY (A Johlex Fan Fiction) by LexiDaBratt

So now that Alex and I are dating, the fans stop shipping us. Now it's back to Kohnnie. Not only that, but there was this huge thing with Austin Jones, so we had to find a replacement. Long story short, this replacement and I start to like each other. Great, now I'm being shipped with Kyle (AGAIN!), my girlfriend is over 1,000 miles away, and now I like "the new girl". Can things get much worse..?

I Don't Care What You Are ( Johnnie Guilbert x Reader ) by wanderingtaehyung

You met Johnnie Guilbert at Warped Tour and he is the most amazing guy ever. Will he be the one. The one you tell your long dreaded secret to or will he be another part of the lie. WARNING! Mild Language, Some Mention of Sex

Love Is Our Weapon *Sequal* by PierceVeilSirens1

Sequel to "Get To You" Johlex fanfic (Reading first book would help before reading this one) *A few touchy subjects are mentioned throughout the book and no offence is meant* *Vry cringy*

Faceless Instincts by IronButterfly00

A storm brews so slowly that you hear your blood rush through your veins. How do you keep yourself sane when insanity is your best friend? Kiara is standing in the eye of the storm. Bloodied and bruised by daggers of the past; past that is not hers. What started as an unethical help for a patient has now turned into a frenzied search for a man who said goodbye to many, silently. The search soon turns into a chaotic hunt for truth that drags Kiara to the dark places she has never been to, places that hold the darkest secrets and, places that have only seen blood and heard screams. How will she reveal the truth when every loyalty of every person in her life is at the question? How will she fight and win alone when each of them is a possible betrayer?? How will she throw light on the truth when the deeper she digs the darker it gets? Her life is at the lowest stake. When she can't trust anyone, when every person she meets is a person of suspicion, it's on her to crawl through the graves and make the dead speak. Content and/or Trigger Warning: This story deals with topics such as psychological issues and mental disorders, their effects on the lives of people suffering from them, and the people around them, and the importance of getting and providing help. If you are dealing with any such issues please talk to a trusted person and ask for help. You are important. DISCLAIMER/CREDITS: None of the pictures used on the cover and chapters is owned by me. I have no right over them and they belong to their respective owners/creators. I chose those pictures from online portals that offer royalty-free images, hence I do not know the creator and whom they belong to. If you see your work here, Kindly contact me and if you would like I can delete them and if not then I will be more than happy to mention your name and give credits.

✅Drown Out (Jordan Sweeto)✅ by Emochickluna1

Kinda half mature-ish? Jesse was a normal teenage girl. It just so happened that she went to school with Kyle David Hall. He invites her to warped tour, and she meets Jordan Sweeto along the way. Who will she fall for? Who will she choose to be with? Why did Johnnie cheat on her? Find out in this book! Old description: Jesse is a lucky teenager. She gets to meet Kyle David Hall at school and he invites her to go to warped tour with him. She meets Jordan Sweeto after Kyle invites her to hang out with him. Who will she fall for? Read the story to find out! =P

Warped (A FanFic) by kaitlyn-reads17

When Ky finally gets to go to Warped Tour she thinks it will be the only positive thing that has happened to her in the past year. But, when she meets her favorite YouTuber and they click instantly,what extraordinary turns will her life take?

Letters From Society's Creation by SocietysCreation

Hello and welcome. You can call me Alex. I'm extremely pleased to meet you, if that's the right term to use, since technically we haven't met. Anyway, before you go any further, I'd like to warn you. You're stepping into a dangerous and crazy place...my mind. Yes, these are my letters, written by me, Alex, Society's Creation. Everything you read is true. So therefore my dear friend, I warn you, because even I am scared of myself.

You may also like

Slide 1 of 19

Letting It Out (Johnnie Guilbert X Reader) {completed} cover

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 || 𝐎𝐂 ✮ 𝐎𝐂 cover

Johnnie Guilbert Is The Love Of My Life cover

This Is Me Without You→Johlex Fanfic cover

Zatima After cover

Get To You (Johlex Fanfic) *Complete* cover

We all go crazy cover

Relationships - A MDE FanFiction cover

It Makes Me Mad, Knowing You're Sad (BoyxBoy Kohnnie) cover

Unbreakable cover

𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙉𝙀𝙍𝙎 𝙄𝙉 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 ˖*°࿐ DreamWasTaken cover

𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - 𝖩.𝖦 𝖷 𝖱𝖤𝖠𝖣𝖤𝖱 - cover

Seconds Away→Part 2 to TIMWY (A Johlex Fan Fiction) cover

I Don't Care What You Are ( Johnnie Guilbert x Reader ) cover

Love Is Our Weapon *Sequal* cover

Faceless Instincts cover

✅Drown Out (Jordan Sweeto)✅ cover

Warped (A FanFic) cover

Letters From Society's Creation cover

Letting It Out (Johnnie Guilbert X Reader) {completed}

Hello all you little shits, I wrote this way back when a was a little emo baby in 7th grade,, since then I have stopped following along with Johnnie Guilbert but regardless, if you'd like to give this a read you're more than welcome to. A reader X Johnnie Guilbert story. (Y/n) found out her boyfriend was cheating on her. She was left all alone. When a new kid shows up. His name is Johnnie Guilbert. One of (y/n)s favorite youtubers. What happens when you fall in live with a guy from YouTube? Hope you like it. I'm a shit writer btw. Also. TRIGGER WARNING. I do have mention of self harm in this so if you do not like the topic of self harm. Just click/tap away. I will try my best to update every 1-3 days but I will tell you if it will be longer.