Before We Go || Calum Hood ||

"It was always like this, it was as if my body couldn't take that much happiness; something took hold of it after I had spent some hours actually enjoying myself, and the sadness would just return. Like some sort of nostalgia for the good times I had had.
I came to the realization that I had spent the whole night pretending.
Pretending that I wasn't sad, or a loser. Pretending that my life could be like this."
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Trigger Warnings: depression and suicide