Learn To Let Go

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Parts 4
Time 10m

Reads 64
Votes 5
Parts 4
Time 10m

Mature

One second.

All in the span of one second, my life changed. All in the span of one second, a drunk driver hit my best friend's car and led her to Heaven. She was all I had in this dark, cruel world. Now she isn't.

It's been three years. I haven't forgotten. I can't forget.

I don't have any friends. I don't want to replace her, nor do I want another friend after her. 

Meanwhile, there is a boy who wants to get to know me. His name is Simon. I don't want to be his friend. I don't think I can handle getting attached to someone after her. If I do, I might just lose him too.

I loved her...can I love him?

CAUTION- This story is Mature, including mentions of suicidal thoughts, depression, self-harming, death, swearing, and also includes sexual scenes. View at your own discretion, although I don't recommend this story for anyone under the age of 15. (The irony of myself. Haha.)All Rights Reserved

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