The Day I drowned {Coming Soon}
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The rumors that go around school about me.
About what actually happened that night fill my ears.
I just wanted to drown them out.
The girls whispering about me. About what I did.
The guy's asking all these questions. Bad questions.
I didn't mean to stay under that long.
But one things for sure,
I'm glad I did, because the voices finally stopped.
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Ellie made a mistake.
She was hoping it would all blow over soon. But it didn't.
Each day got harder and harder. Till all I wanted to do was smack my head against a wall.
I hope they remember me.
I hope they know.
They drove me to this.
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