𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐲 ( 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 '𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒗𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒕')
❝ 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙣𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙨. 𝘿𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙙𝙤𝙩𝙚 ❞
Hey there, it's me, Clara! Yeah, I bet you're wondering right now why on earth I'm publishing yet another songbook, when my current one 'Faded Daydreams' is only 1/4 done with. Keyword there: C u r r e n t.
I've been skimming through a lot of my old songs from 2021, 2022 and early 2023, and the idea struck me at 10 pm yesterday: Why not post a songbook with all my old songs for Friday The 13th? Initially, I was only going to choose 13 out of all the songs I found, but then I couldn't choose only 13 and there's like 23 in total?
This is the first time that you guys will actually be reading my songs from 2021, and these specifically were still when I was 14 ( I hadn't yet turned 15 ) So that'll be eXcItTiNg if you want to know how my lyrics have evolved since then. I started songwriting in 2019 btw, but I kinda lost whatever I wrote in middle school.
I need to set all my past songs free. I'm clearly in a new songwriting era in 2023 in which I don't predominantly write about heartbreak or depression anymore. Now, my songs aren't sorrowful, angsty and angry, but instead about falling in love. There's a much more happier tone in my songs now vs. whatever 2021 and 2022 had going on. I'm not sad anymore, I'm happier than ever.
Goodbye heartbreak era of 2021 and 2022, hello lovey dovey shit of 2023. This Friday the 13th, I'm closing up past wounds for good. It was nice knowing you 2021 and 2022 ( that's a lie. ) Bye bye.
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