Tears of heaven

It's like you're screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it's over and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good

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If you want to read this novel in spanish, here is it:
https://www.wattpad.com/story/32075769-thomas-sangster-y-tu-tears-of-heaven-wattys2015

I am the writer, i am just translating it. Hope you like it! <3