Me,Myself and I by Simk@sh

Me,Myself and I by Simk@sh

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Last published Wed, Feb 10, 2016

alone care help needs poems

I am a mess I'm filled with stress but otherwise I do my best I'm falling apart With a knife in my heart thinking.. why should I live in the dark.

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