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GOODBYE. (JOHNNIE GUILBERT& ALEX DORAME/My Digital Escape)

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Parts 8
Time 27m

_queensxicidal_

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Alex Dorame is the kind of girl that walks around with a smile on her face. She's always happy. She always laughed. She always smiled. She never stopped trying. Nor did she ever gave up. 

But there's a twist. She's not happy. She always cries; well by herself of course. Her smile dropped when she came home. Everyone fell for her little act. Everyone actually thinks she's happy. No one ever noticed how sad she was. No one ever knew why she always wore a jacket or long sleeved shirts. Everyone thought she was happy. Everyone thought she was OK. They thought she was "Fine". 

When she finally does what she's been wanting to do for so long now, Johnnie is there to save her. He saves her from this. But will he save her from the world? or Will she stay in this world where everyone still thinks she's "fine"?

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