All I see is her. She consumes all my thoughts. Their is constantly an image of her in my mind. I'm sick to death of her making me feel controlled, unappreciated even... But I keep crawling back and I don't think I'll be able to stop. "What are you thinking about?" "Her..." I mumble, not daring to look up at her. Kassie's my best friend and I don't want to lose her. I can't lose her. "Brendon, for fucks sake!" She curses, making me look up at her. I wish I didn't. She looks pissed off big time but more importantly she looks disappointed. I hate that I do this to myself but I can't help it, "You know she's not good for you." She sighs, shaking her head to herself. Believe me I know.All Rights Reserved