I am not EVIL, I just lost control
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"I'm not a monster, I'm not evil" I whispered the last part. I can feel a single tear escaping my eye and rolling down my left cheek.
"We are not what you see in movies or read in books" he told me.
Sarah thought she had a normal teenage life with regular teenage problems. But she discovers that all her life was a lie. She wasn't even human.
Problems and surprises keep changing her life.
The biggest challenge she faces is not her enemies but lies within.
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