It's funny how I've wanted to be his I wanted him to love me back I wanted for us to be together for so long. That now that it's happened I don't know what to do. I love him oh yeah I do but I don't know how I feel anymore.
Is this all happening too fast? I don't know. Should I let him into my life as something more than a friend? What if he cheats on me? I thought for a moment... Well, I do love him too. I mean, he's my idol.