My almost suicide
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Suicide is a problem, something that happens too often. Hi, I don't want to reveal my name so you can call me Anna. Battling depression, insecurity, emotional issues, and the struggle of living is very tiring. I've decided to write this story to show how I found God. This is my almost suicide story.
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