I'm Still Here .

They say the past can haunt you forever , or maybe can be forgotten forever . Many people out there .. they try to end their life because of their past . The past pushed them too far . Way too far . because they have ended their life cause of it . NOBODY deserves to be haunted by the past . Unlike me , well my past has and will never haunt me . I'm trying to forget those horrible mistakes I once made , it still scares me ... but I'm still here aren't I ? I've made too many mistakes to forgive . Too many , and one of them ... is still here . I have battle scars , too many to count . Too many to fade out .. too many to forget . I'm always looking behind I NEVER want to look ahead . I don't like looking what's coming my way . I'd rather just go throught it ... then look at it , and wait when it'll hit me .