Estranged
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You don't know how books can influence our minds. And eventually ruin ourselves.
It all started in Wattpad.
Kababasa ko ng mga gangster, assasins, and Mafia stories I started fantasizing on becoming one. I started personifying my ideal self. With the help of my grandpa, nagtrain ako. Taekwondo, jujitsu, krabmaga, judo... All types of martial arts. Name it, black belter ako jan!
I even trained myself on handling guns, swords, knives and other deadly weapons.
But sadly...
Reality check, wala akong kilalang assasins, gangs or Mafia Org. na pwede salihan. Ang hirap nila hanapin!
So everything I trained for was turned into waste.
Or so I thought...
Samahan nyo ako sa mundong hindi ko inakalang nag e-exist. Ang mundong puno ng imposibleng naging imposible. And mundong hindi ko aakalaing mapapahal sakin.
Mundo nga ba ang minahal ko...
O sya?
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