This is a story about a girl named Bonnie who struggles with self-harm, depression, and suicidal thoughts. Bonnie doesn't have a perfect life. She has one friend, but is forced to move; she wants to move but she doesn't want to leave Elena behind. Her brother and step-mom are very mean to her. They beat her easily and often because her dad works all the time. When Bonnie moves to California, there is the most gorgeous guy that she has ever seen, and she can't help but fall for him.