Colette had always been a hardened soul - parents killed in a car accident when she was just a child, she had been condemned to live a boring life with her grandmother in Fairview, New York. She had been moved there when she was just seven years old, and now, twenty-one, she's ready to move on. The shadows following her from past relationships, her parent's death, and school bullying, however, don't allow her to move on. What is she to do? Sell her pride and soul to a conceited, mysterious boy, of course. {cover by golden. at tda}
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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