Silent (a Harry Styles fanfic)

I don't blame anybody for not wanting to be friends with me , or not wanting to talk to me, or being afraid of me. Honestly, I wouldn't want to be friends with me either, and truth was, I was scared of myself too. It would be nice to have a friend ,like, just one. You know? Just someone to talk to, but I guess I brought this upon myself. Ill always be known as the girl who tried to kill herself. I'm a mess. Between my drinking problem and trying everything to keep this girl alive, I need to get my life straight. I'm afraid that at any moment she'll slip from my grasp and poof be gone. My life would be over, literally.