S.A.D (Social Anxiety Disorder)

As I stand in front of the class my mind starts to race;
I can feel my heart pounding at a rapid pace;
When I start to speak I stutter and shake;
I can't help but think I'm a disgrace;
I feel their eyes bore into me;
I hear their thoughts taunting me;
I start to get red in the face;
While my palms start to grow slick;
My breathing starts to pick up in speed;
Making it hard to stand on my feet;
I can feel my head start to spin;
Hoping nothing will happen;
As my thoughts run wild;
I feel like a child;
Cause my emotions are uncontrollable;
Making me want to panic with fear;
Why can't I leave here?
Stuck in my thoughts;
Mind racing;
I just want to disappear.