bullied

I was in 8th grade people would make fun of me tease me call me,names,tell me,to go kill my self n even tell me to die I would get upset to the point I would cut myself n make myself ha ve to go in the hospital n I told none when it started but I got to the point where at lunch I grabbed a knife n slit my wrists
sts my bffs sister was worried soo she told the teacher n they called crises n they took me to the er n I went home t hat night n did nothing but cry i was soo depressed that I
soo I took my razor n cut all up my arm n hid the razor 9th grade wasn't that bad just drama n that's it now 10th people r starting again calling me fake n a white bitch n saying I did it with my bf n calling me a cunt n a bitch n I got depressed again I started cutting n saying I wanna die soo I slit my wrists again n asked my self .

will a Bullet take the pain away ?
will a pill take the pain away?
will a knife take the pain away??

I finally opened to my dad n told him what was going