BEHIND ALL LIES

Hey ! give me your telescope . now! I said

Amp. Cara, youre wasting time. Lets go, im starving ! Vanessa complained
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Were at the park right now, hiding at the narra tree, and again. Were busy, REPHRASE: Im busy snooping around with this guy, named Alec. Vanessa is complaining again, and I just pretend not to hear what shes complaining.

Hey lower your voice. I said, while whispering at her.

This is our pastime when weekend comes. I think were doing this for almost 2 years. Sounds like stalker ?? BIG NO! Im not a Peeping Tom! HA-HA. Amp. Im just loving the person who didn’t like me back! That’s so called ONE-SIDED LOVE .

Im the type of girl, who’s pretending to be happy when all I want to do is cry. Yes. Im hurt, really hurt. Because when the day that I exposed my feelings to him, he just nodded at me and said “thanks. But I cant return your feelings. Sorry”

Im disappointed. He rejected my feelings to him, But I just continue loving him afar.
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Day comes and I grasp to stop liking him. I mean, loving him. Im worn out of waiting . Tired of crying. And tired of loving him. Im wounded. And yeah! Its over. I am letting him go. Eventhough LETTING HIM GO wounded me very much.
Im here at my room right now and busy crying to that stupid guy again ! please, let me cry. Because I think this is the last time you see me crying just because of him. And I promised, after this emo mode of mine, Im going to erase him in my mind and most of all, in my heart.
Pm:
I opened my msn account, click status and I typed :” FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM AND SMILE” and then I posted it. After that there are many comments again like:
Mae: youre kidding right?
Vanessa: tssk. I don’t believed you.
Josh : seriously??
Collin: ha-ha.
Ive cease reading the comments, because shit. Why that they don’t believed me?
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