Tie between two of the same

I have always wondered what the difference between fate and destiny is, if it truly exists. If it does why has destiny only given one option? Why do people smile even though they know that we are only getting closer to that destiny? What is the point of fate if destiny exists? We are all going to die so why does it matter how we get to that grave? Well now nothing will matter anymore. I held a sharpened blade against my throat as the wind kissed my flowing, raven hair. "It's all going to end now" I whispered. I stood motionless on the handrail of a bridge staring at my reflection. I gazed into large, onyx eyes: eyes so unreachable and unlovable, they were two fathomless black holes.