*DISCLAIMER: I WROTE THIS DURING A TIME WHEN MY WRITING WAS NOT VERY GOOD. IF THINGS SEEM AS IF THEY ARE NOT THOUGHT OUT PROPERLY THAT IS WHY Colin wants nothing more than for his boyfriend to say I love you. But after years of verbal abuse he comes to terms: He doesn't love him. In an attempt to get his ex out of his hair, Colin attends a party. This results in Colin holding the child of his best friend's twenty one year old brother.