The Good Girl.
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Last published Fri, Feb 19, 2016
I dont understand. Why I am here? Why do I try? People see me as the 'good girl' but thats not what I want. Thats what my mother expects from me. She says she wants me to be better than our family. The family that took care of me. The family that was there when she wasn't there. My family. The people who want me to be me. Not the real me. The me they use to know. The Luna thats gone. I don't know if I can get her back. I only have my best friend. I'd die without him.
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