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Always There

XxShatteredAngelsxX

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XxShatteredAngelsxX

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Lexi was the popular one.

Pretty, a perfect weight, perfect life. Until her mom commits suicide and its all her fault(or so she thinks) . Lexi has a numerous amount of guilt in her and seems to not know how to control it. She's thinking of death. 

Until a mysterious boy comes along. Somehow, when she gets to know him, she feels like she can open up to him. She thinks she's falling head over heels for him. But her secrets...will she be able to fully let go? 

Or is it always there?All Rights Reserved

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Abigail

(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.