I can see the stars alligning
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Last published Tue, Sep 8, 2015
Alison Lawrence is a schizophrenic, bipolar teen who is depressed, lonely and insane. She's tried to kill herself several times, but she failed, feeling that life has no meaning. Until she meets a boy with disheveled hair, chiseled jaws and an insane look in his eyes. The two bond over their misery, and slowly but surely Alison discovers what it is to love; but when Alison opens her eyes she realizes her true love was a figment of her imagination. What will Alison do then?
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