call me shindown
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this story is kinda like song that explains my pain
Wrap me in bolt of lighting
send me on my way still smiling
maybe that's the way i should go
straight into the mouth of the of the unknown
i left the spare key on the table
never really thought i'd be able
to say that i'll visit on the weekends
i lost my whole life and a dear friend
i've said it so many times
i would change my ways no never mind
god knows i tried!
call me a sinner, call me a saint
tell me it's over,i'll still love you the same
call me your favorite
call me the worst
tell me it's over i don't want you hurt
its all that i can say
so i'll be on my way
i finally put it all together,nothing really
last forever
i had to make a choice that was not mine
i had to say goodbye for the last time
i put my life in a suitcase
never really stayed in one place
maybe that's the way it should be
you know i've lived my life like a gypsy
i've said it so many times
i would change my ways,no never mind
god knows i tried!
call me a sinner,call me a saint,
tell me its over,i'll still love you the same
call me your favorite
call me the worst
tell me its over i don't want you to hurt
its all that i can say
so i'll be on my way
i'll always keep you inside
you healed my heart and my life
and you know i've tried
call me a sinner,call me a saint
tell me its over,i'll still love you the same
call me your favorite
call me the worst
tell me its over i don't want you to hurt
its that can i say
so i'll be on my way
so i'll be on my way
so i'll be on my way
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