anxiety||mc•au
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Ongoing6m
Last published Tue, Oct 6, 2015
"Anxiety isn't that bad."
"You really think that?" He let's out a cold laugh, raising his head up so his green eyes were met with mine.
I slowly nodded my head, taking a step back not realizing how close we were. He took a few steps forward getting us closer than we were before.
"I can't live my life. It's like being in a cage that's unlocked. I can get out but I've trapped myself." He looks down at his feet breaking our eye contact. "It's like suffocating but you're still breathing..it's not a way to live it's a way to die. So stop trying to be my friend because I'm not worth it, you're wasting your time." He states looking back up at me with a blank expression but his eyes were filled with hurt.
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