Where Are You Now
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Last published Mon, Sep 7, 2015
I still think about her. I wonder how she's doing. I keep myself up most nights debating on whether or not I should try and call her. She probably would just ignore my calls anyway. I miss her...a lot. And then I think, "Oh, yeah, but she left you on your own dipshit. She doesn't care about you anymore. No one does." -Jasper
I hear the whispers; "She's so weird.", " Ew, do you see her wrist?", "Her parents don't even care about her." I wish I could say that they were wrong...but then that would make me a liar. It has been harder to keep up with wearing long sleeves all the time to hide the scars since it's summer. It'll be over soon though. Ha...I said the same thing about my misery. And so far I've gotten nowhere.
-Niyah
She left Jasper, and Niyah's parents left her. Rendering the teens confused, both having one question; Where are you now?
WARNING: This book involves self harm, suicidal thoughts, and possibly triggers. You shouldn't read if you don't like this kinda stuff. And just to make things clear, Niyah isn't the girl that left Jasper.
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