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Bombarded
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Ongoing, First published Sep 07, 2015
So lately I have lots of things in my mind that I can't say  out loud. Maybe I'm afraid that I'll get judged or hated. This are somehow my inner thoughts and feelings. So basically I'm sharing me to people I have no connection whatsoever. Funny how I can share my thoughts to people I hardly know but not to people I personally know. Maybe I'm afraid to lose a friend. But who isn't.
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i am the girl that has no friends, that gets picked on, that hasnt talked. i am considered an emo freak or a loser. i dont really care. i am fine without friends. my mother is gone and my dad is abusive and doesnt give a shit if i was found dead. but that is normal in my life. i wont talk to anyone and hopefully they will stop talking to me.