Losing Hope

Your heart can play tricks on your mind, which results in your life being ruined. They say all you need is love. They say everything will turn out right. I really want to kill whoever "they" is. "They" lied to me.
Supposedly living a care-free life on the outside. Brain tumor, guy problems, best friends ditching you for fame and fortune... you know... normal teenager stuff right? Hahahaha, I wish. Life has gotten better. But nothing can fill the whole in my heart...