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Dear Diary... [A LiamPayne FanFiction]

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Parts 12
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How would you feel whn you're life is one living hell? How would it feel to fall asleep at night and wishing you never woke up again? How would it feel to feel worthless everyday and only having people confirm it? Well I know how that feels and it hurts. My name is Alexis and this is my Diary...


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