What's best for us

"Baby go upstairs, her and I are gonna have a little talk" he sighed and kissed her forehead before letting her head upstairs. 'Well that hurt' I thought to myself. I should be the one on her place.

I was so stupid! I remembered how I screamed at my father telling him to stop because he's hurting him and him about to scream at me and beat me up until my body can take no more.

This is getting tiring and pointless. I'm giving up on him. It's either I leave him or I lose my child.

" Go ahead! She's gone now you can slap me and throw me into the fucking basement and beat me up until I bleed to death. I don't even care anymore! Everyone has their breaking point Arthur and I'm on the fucking edge! I know how hard it is to love me! Heck! I can't even love myself! But a kid is inside me for fuck's sake! YOUR OWN FUCKING KID IS INSIDE ME ARTHUR!" I said without breaking or sobbing.

" I never wanted that in the first place" he said emotionlessly.

"Just kill me Arthur, please" I begged.