Little Blackbird on my Windowsill

This story is a recollection of my life thus far, and I hope it can help and support someone in some way. Everything in this story is completely true and has happened to me, but the names of the characters have been changed to protect the privacy of these individuals.
There is a general trigger warning for self-harm, suicide, and eating disorders throughout the entire story so just keep that in mind.
I hope you enjoy, and stay insane :)