As we all know it I have cancer and its worth the wait. My name is Layla vanderbuilt and I am living so others can simply live. its no question for whom its right to tell. but my body is reaching its core. its not right for a person like me to fall in love when you know your life is like a clock but a bomb at the same time. I want to be remembered for my oblivion is the reason im afraid. theres a secret that hasnt been told.