Things I can't - Larry Stylinson
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How does it feel to lose yourself each day a little more, feeling like you don't know yourself, all because of one person?
Harry Styles would know.
Things changed after he told modest how he felt. Taking his distance from Louis without hurting him was actually a lot harder than he thought it would be.
Will Louis find out whats going on and will modest keep control over them?
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