Different I Am
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Last published Wed, Jan 13, 2016
He walks in, people quiet down. He passes by, their gaze follows. He speaks, they listen. He looks at them and they look away.
It's normal for him now. And yet it affects him. And this very fact irks him. So much so that...
"Fuck you, fuck this, fuck everybody!" The glass breaks on the wooden floor, its pieces lying in a pool of whiskey.
If only he had a stronger pill that could help him.
If only she hadn't said,
"You're you. That's all that matters."
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