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The Struggle of Life

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Time 53m

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Hi my name is Amari Patten I'm 17 going on 18 in a couple of months my life is tough the struggles I face are just crazy and unexsplainable from my past to my present its hard being me it seems like ever day there's something new and worse that I have to go through all alone by myself.
In this story you will find drama pain heartache and more this story is not for children .
Most of this is based on a true story NOT EVERYTHING !!All Rights Reserved

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I KNOW MY MURDERER #Wattys 2018 by amanda_oki

My name is Anna, I'm 17 years old. My parents and I were killed by my wicked aunt due to jealousy, she also claims our mansion and forges my parents will to her liking. I reincarnate into a teenage girl, my age who dies from an ailment. I use my new form to work as a maid in my Aunty's house to get my revenge.

Sophia by rosecsolace

Re-writing/editing It's strange how quickly your life can change. How it can go from happiness and joy all the time to sorrow and dread with a single event. Or a person. They say when you meet the one, you know in an instant. That's a lie. ~~~ Sophia and Kace have known each other their whole lives and have hated each other equally as long. Now, seniors in high school and yet they can't let this childish vendetta against one another go. What happens when they can no longer tell if their obsession with one an other is hatred... or love? It's no secret to everyone around them that they are inevitable. If you or someone you know are struggling with mental health, please call the suicide hotline at 988 or go to www.wannatalkaboutit.com My messages are always open, You're never alone 🫶 ~~~ D I S C L A I M E R Sophia contains mature language, themes, etc. Starting date: 11-28-2021 Ending date: 2-1-2022 Edited: Total word count: 34,518

Into the Velvet by help-me-think-of-one

*EDITORS' CHOICE 2021*After falling for her senior year teacher, Louise learns a harsh lesson on what adulthood isn't. Louise has some trauma to unpack. Heartbreak's a bitch, and her first relationship had been anything but normal. Thinking herself mature for her age, her affair with Mr. Cain started swooningly well. Except things ended quite abruptly. It's a lot for a seventeen year old to handle. But who's really at fault for what happened? Who even is Mr. Cain, and what is he hiding? From the wreckage of her naivety and self-esteem, can Louise save her friendships and rebuild herself? Our love songs aren't telling the whole truth. How can this be? In this tale of vulnerability, adolescence and painful reckoning, the arrogance of youth demands a price. * "'You're what, Louise?' he asked. 'You're sorry? What am I supposed to do here? How can I turn this around? How can I tell you that everything you want and feel is reciprocated, when I have to go back to work and pretend none of it happened?' 'I don't know the answer!' I cried. 'Neither of us do.' I threw my hands up in defeat. He caught them before they could fall. 'But how do I go back to living without your words?' His voice became a whisper. He squeezed my fingers tightly, closing his eyes and bringing them to his chest. 'I need how you make me feel, Luiza. I need it to feel alive. I won't stay away. No one's made me feel this good before. And I can't stand myself for wanting what I want. What do I do?' I was a violin bow on the verge of splintering. Every inch of me pulsed with an ache that began from the marrow of my bones. Fate had brought us here. At this crossroads of ours, there were a hundred different choices to make. A thousand different lifetimes to choose from, stemming from and decided entirely by my next choice. And in the end, I chose incorrectly. I held his face between my hands, feeling the echoing pulse of his skin. I brought his face to mine. I kissed him."

In My Head - Watty Awards 2014 by WatermelonHoneydew

"My name is Katrina, call me Kat." Kat is a 16 year old 'It is what it is.' kind of girl, she has a lovely boyfriend, Daniel. She also has a few friends; Adelaide, Sammy, Ethan, & Christian. She has a few enemies; Grace & her plastic posse. She's the average teen, and her life SEEMS pretty normal, except she's in foster care because her parents were brutally murdered a year ago. They never found any traces of the murderer. Kat has glitches here and there; seeing, hearing, and feeling things that are not there. She also has black outs, and dreams about strange things. Sometimes she even thinks she was the one who murdered her own parents. When she returns to San Diego to visit her siblings, her life turns into a rollercoaster. Bouncing between her boyfriend and her ex-love, her parents death, and figuring out the difference between friends and enemies, her life becomes pretty hectic.

What's An Alpha ? #Wattys2015 by stilesandlydia

"CONNER LET GO OF ME STUPID JERK FACE!" " ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW ARIEL I SAID I FUCKING LOVE YOU!" "LET GO CONNER I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO LOVE ME " "WELL TO FUCKING BAD BECAUSE I DO I HAVE NO CHOICE !" "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T HAVE A CHOICE!" "IM AN ALPHA ARIEL AND YOUR MY FUCKING MATE I LOVED YOU FROM THE MOMENT I SAW YOU , YOU ARE MINE AND WILL ALWAYS BE!" i yell as i crash my lips on hers, i pull back to look in her eyes "conner what's an alpha?" Oh Shit...... Hi My name is Ariel Baskins and i just turned 17 , soooo what do 17 year old do on their birthday? party,get drunk,and go crazy. but me nooo way im locked up in my room writing poems . im not the cool girl that have friends to drag out their room and force them to have fun matter of fact i have no friends at all its been that way since i can remember and i like it. Hi im Conner Mix and i just turned 17 and its also the day that i become alpha of the Sliver Back Pack The largest and riches pack in north america. but its also the day that i find my mate "hopefully" i have dreamed about this day for as long as i can remember . So what happens when a pretty scary alpha meets a very shy girl in A park find out in What's An Alpha? EVERY THING I WRITE IS MINE !!!

Lost by madnessofalife

My name is Clace Altan. I'm 16 years old, everyone I know and love is dead. If you find this, your lucky to be alive. .............. Clace Altan is a girl who got separated from her parents at a very young age, she lived with a foster family for ten years. Her birth brother, Malec, 18, found her and rescued her, they lived in the woods for a while, before he was killed. Now Clace is on her own, with Malec's favorite reminder drilled into her head 'Trust No One'. ............. Maybe things will change maybe I'll be able to trust again, but for now, it's live or die.

Control by Ribellebella

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Finally Free by lulustoriesss

"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021

It Wasn't Love ✔️ by depressedbrit

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