all too Complicated (teacherxstudent)

A teacher student relationship.

It hurts whenever I think about our relationship, it’s a lot more complicated than just denying the feeling or going behind everyone’s back.

Having a student teacher relationship is one thing but, ruining a normal student’s chance on having a normal life... that’s another thing.

It’s just hard because, yes, it’s illegal, yes, it’s wrong, but mostly it’s because we basically don't- can't have a future together, I'm a freak of nature, and he's not. I can't ruin his life, I can't take away his future.

And yet, everyday, I found myself falling more in love with him, I just don't know what to do anymore, God help me.