Drowning (A True Story)

They say I don’t know what it’s like to be bullied, fucked over with and to know I’m not good enough. That might be true but I know exactly what it feels like to see your best friend in the whole entire world lying dead under a piece of machinery, knowing you will never see that amazing person again for the rest of your life. All this fighting is making me feel shit, betrayed and helpless. The same way I felt when I saw my best friend lifeless in front of me. They say I don’t know what it’s like to have a best friend. Not only is that not true I know what it feels like to know you will never see that person that you consider your brother again. I just want this to stop! No one knows what this is like… it’s like I’m drowning but I can see everyone else around me breathing and telling stories about old times with their BFF. I’m drowning, and there’s nothing I can do about it!