The Bassist
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  • Reads 711
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  • Parts 19
  • Time 2h 23m
Ongoing, First published Sep 11, 2015
There are no words to describe the feelings I have for him, it was all just a mixture of confusion, hatred, resentment, disgust and parts where I feel as if I cared, loved, missed, believed..

The boy who I met long time ago, the boy I looked up to when I was nothing but a child, the boy who showed me how the world was bright and colorful even through the darkest sides-

And in one flash I lost that boy.

Just because of this one girl that we all knew and loved..

Never through those times that he ever looked at me in the same way as he looked at her, never for a second he sat next to me and he told me all the things he wanted to say- 

It was obvious that he loved her more than he'll ever love me.

And when she left..

It was as if everything lost its color. 

He threw his life away as if it were nothing, but as time flew by little did I know he was still searching for her too- as I lost yet another friend. 

Thats where it all started.

©crxstfallcalum

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Band series:
The Bassist: Crxstfallcalum
The Guitarist: Crxstfallcalum
The Vocalist: Allxringashton
The Drummer: Allxringashton
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-"Michael, who did you write that song about?" -"That I can't tell you, but I can tell you this 'Its about someone important in my life, that I love'" Ashton is depressed. He has been his whole life. The only friends he has are three boys. One with raven black hair named, calum. One with blonde named, Luke. And one with red(For now) named, Michael. He thinks no one loves him, not even his friends. They know he cuts, they know his story. What if someone does love him though. Michael has had a crush on the dirty blnde, curly headed boy for as long as they met. He never had the guts to say it, so he wrote it. He was scared one day that he would loose Ashton, and didn't want that happening. He wrote a song called the only reason. It was about ashton. How he was scared, was there something in the past you may be asking. Well yes there was, but ashton doesn't remember so there was nothing he could do. "When I close my eys and try to sleep, I fall apart and find it hard to breath, Your the reason, The only reason. Even though my dizzy head is numb I swear my heart is never giving up, Your the reason, The only reason" He wrote that song about ashton, bit there was something he was hiding. Not only his love, but his problem. Yes the boys have known him for years, but he hid something from them, He got abused by his father at a young age, and when he turned 18 he made sure he moved out. He cut. and still does. What makes him do this? Well, he has flash backs to that horrid time in life, and he see's ashton everyday looking sad, depressed, and sometimes not eating. He see's ashton's cuts and scars, and is scarred that he wll lose him. So one day when the boys are sharing song books, someone stumbles across 'The only reason'. Now that the boys found the song what will they ask. Most of all, will the person it was written for, find out? Read the only reason on wattpad to find out more. /////All rights reserved. Please DO NOT steal/////If stolen please tell me//////
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"Do you really have to go?" I looked up at him with tears brimming my eyes. He sighed and sat down beside me, intertwining our fingers and looking deep in my eyes. "I won't forget the Good Times but... we both knew this day would come." He told me. "...D-Don't talk like that... I'll see you again, I know I will." I felt tears go down my face. He pulled me in a tight hug. "Please promise me that I'll see you again." I looked deep in his eyes after we released. He squeezed my hand and looked me. "I promise." He says softly. He stood up and grabbed his suitcase. I stood up after him and hugged him again. "Be safe Cal." I whispered in his shoulder. We released slowly and I kissed his cheek. He smiled slightly at me but I could see hurt deep in his eyes where he tried to hide it. He walked off with his suitcase behind him and his band members following. I watched him get on the plane and I sighed sadly. I sat down and watched his plane leave. "I love you Cal... I'll miss you." I whispered to myself. ---------- Started: 07/13/2019 Ended: 11/30/2019