Dealing with the Past

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Reads 5,804
Votes 66
Parts 2
Time 13m

betrayal humor love music mystery romantic teen

Bumalik ako sa Pilipinas para ayusin ang buhay ko at tuparin ang mga pangarap ko. Nagset ako ng lifetime goals para sa sarili ko. But everything has changed when I met her. She became my world and my life, so, I'm hers.

I'm not sweet, she is. I'm not loveable, she is. I'm not good at showing affection, she is. 

But what will happen if she finds out about my past? Would she still love me the same? 

I don't want to let her go. I don't want to leave her either.

We're different. We're secretive.
We both have pasts to keep and to tell.

She's my queen but I know I'm not enough to be her king.


I love her so much. I hope she knows what I feel.

This story is about love, music, dreams, hopes, sacrifices, failures, mistakes and forgiveness. 
   
Join me as I deal with my past.All Rights Reserved

betrayal humor love music mystery romantic teen

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