Stained
- MGA BUMASA 577
- Mga Boto 35
- Mga Parte 3
Ongoing20m
Huling na-publish Sun, Sep 20, 2015
I wouldn't believe it. Refused to believe it. His words went against everything I'd been told by those around me- everything I'd told myself. I was ugly and that was the end of it. I was an outcast who didn't need or even deserve the affection of anyone other than my family and best friend. From the moment I'd entered middle school, I learned this. I reminded myself of it every day so that I couldn't get hopeful, so that I wouldn't make an embarrassment of myself by thinking that anyone else could view me differently from the masses. I wasn't pathetic. I was a dreamer, but I wasn't stupid.
So why, WHY, was I letting one boy open the gates that led into the maze of my true personality, letting him see things that I'd be ashamed to let anyone else see about myself? Why was I purposely setting myself up for the worst heartbreak I'd ever experience just so that everyone could tell me that I only had myself to blame afterward?
And above all things, why did this boy seem genuine in his efforts to erase my insecurities and replace them with the staples of self-confidence?
All Rights Reserved
#1
noprofanity
Sumali sa pinakamalaking komunidad ng pagkukuwentoMakakuha ng personalized na mga rekomendasyon ng kuwento, i-save ang iyong mga paborito sa iyong library, at magkomento at bumoto para lumago ang iyong komunidad.
Magugustuhan mo rin ang
šØš³š³ š° š¾šØšµš» š°šŗ šš¶š¼
įµŹ°įµŹø įµįµāæ'įµ Ė¢įµā±Ė”įµ, įµŹ³ Ė¢įµįµĖ”Ė” Ė”ā±įµįµ Źøįµįµ į“¬āæįµ įµŹ°įµŹø įµįµāæ'įµ įµįµįµįµ įµįµ Ė”įµįµįµŹ°, įµŹ³ įµįµįµāæ į¶įµįµįµ Ė”ā±įµįµ Źøįµįµ į“øįµįµ'Ė¢ į¶ įµį¶įµ ā±įµ, į“µ į¶įµāæ'įµ Ź³įµįµĖ”įµį¶įµ ā±įµ įµŹ°įµįµ'Ė¢ Ź·Ź°Źø į“¬Ė”Ė”į“µ Ź·įµāæįµ ā±Ė¢ Źøįµįµ āæįµŹ· --- Demani never needed much, just a break from living. But with the chaos at home from her mom, her stepdad and step-siblings, it feels impossible. School is her only escape, a safe haven she shares with her three best friends. They keep each other sane without even realizing it. It's always been the four of them. Until they meet them. Until she meets āšš. Booker stopped caring a long time ago. Between taking care of his sick grandma, dodging bullets and keeping up with school, life is just something he's pushing through. The only things holding him together? His grandma and a stupid promise he made in the seventh grade. Neither of them is looking for more, but sometimes, the people you least expect become the ones you need the most.
...
Kumpleto
BROWN SKIN | BOOK 1
Many people don't know me, but I don't know who me is either. I can't tell you if I'm the loud or rude stereotypical black girl because Mom would say I need to speak up. I'm using my library voice with strangers. I can't tell you I'm the introvert because I like good company. I was born into a world that judges me before they get to know me. And try to attack the concept of happiness. I need it most in this filthy world we live in. I need you. Because you listened and didn't say a word. Just you being there was enough to make me believe you understood the troubles in my sentences and words spoken in a foreign language. I want myself back but I can't remember who I was. || Ebonee desires life to the fullest content as a brown skin but is constantly faced with life's realities that can never turn into her sudden dreams. As she is constantly faced with comparisons of her beauty, cruel judgment, and love she didn't expect it to turn out so unplanned in her premeditated life. || || Then there's Beau, who lives such a different world outside of the way Ebonee sees it as he tries to determine who is his out to kill him. Living two different worlds in hope to find a middle ground, somewhere, between light and dark, in the novel of BROWN SKIN. ||Kumpleto
roses & their thorns.
"Its like you built our relationship with lies." He muttered in disdain and tears shamelessly fell down his cheeks. "What did you expect? I couldn't have told you everything from the beginning." I cried and listened to my heart beat slowly. "We've been together for months. You could've told me sooner!" He grimaced and turned away. "How could I? You can't easily slip these things into a conversation." I sat up and fiddled with my fingers. I was scared that he'd leave me, just like my mother did. "It isn't about slipping it into conversation easily. Its about it being the topic of the conversation. For fucks sakes, you make an excuse for everything!" I hated when he yelled at me. Tears threatened to pour out of my eyes, but I refused to cry. Too much was going on for me to waste my time crying. "You're fucking dying Elias! This is shit you don't leave out when you're dating someone!" "Its not that serious." I argued, but it was a lie. It was serious. Very serious. My heart could give up on me at any moment. I watched as he shook his head in disappointment before leaving and slamming the hospital door shut. Without hesitation, the tears involuntarily fell down my face as I sobbed. - cover by @rosenoirwrites š„ŗš„°
š¼ššššššššš šššš
I looked up at her, she was staring at me. "J-Jasmine, I-I..." She looked away from me. I knew I caused this. If only I was brave enough to tell her how I feel, then none of this would have happened. And the both of us would have been happy...together. ... Jasmine has a crush on her best friends twin brother but he is nothing but a dick towards her. Maybe that's to hide the fact he feels the same towards her or maybe he just doesn't like her. She struggles to be happy as it is, but him and his girlfriend aren't helping. She's on the edge of suicide but still doesn't know the other half of the curse. Can he see what he's doing to her and change his ways? Or will she take her own life before he releases what he has caused? [Jjk ff ambw]Kumpleto
Racist Mate
*WARNING STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING * She's black and mexican. He's a white boy who prefers to date white girls ONLY. He isn't against other races so he says it's just his preference. His dad is the main person concerned about the future Luna skin color. His abusive dad threatens to kill his mate if she's of color so is his preference in dating based on avoidance of conflicts ? The moon goddess doesn't give him a mate based on what his father will condone. When he meets his black and Mexican mate... he hurts her, bullies her, and most importantly Rejects her. Rejection from your mate can feel and lead to death of your wolf. At first she thinks he's just scared and doesn't take his rejected too hard but it still hurts. At a high school party he gets intoxicated with his friends and tends to find someone to bring upstairs to have fun with. Your typical fuck boy. His mate comes to the party and he brings her outside to apologize speaking based off his true emotions. Unfortunately later he won't let her think that was him showing his vulnerable side. He takes her virginity that night just to turn around early in the morning and treat her like she was just a piece of meat to him. He makes sure that she leaves the house feeling worthless to her alpha mate. Little does he know she's got a thing for revenge and tends to go too far. How far will she take the disrespect and lack of feeling loved? Is he always the bad guy ? Or is she just naĆÆve and confused. *WARNING STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING* Intentions of this book: To bring light of the darkness of generational racism. Show light of The journey of a person of color in finding self love when you're not the definition of today's beauty standard. Overcoming racism that is taught from older generations not to just be a rebel but to make changes to the future because we are better as one who all bleed the same color. Highest awards: #2 in racial #1 in Quincy #1 in white
Scarlet Red ā
What the fuck do you want?"I asked. "Get dressed we're going out"he says. "Hell nah, I ain't going no where"I say going back to my room. All I want to do is sleep and I won't let anybody stop me. I feel a muscular hand snake around my waist pulling me out of my room. "I can't fall asleep so you can't sleep too!" He says forcefully. "I hate you!" I scream. "No you don't, you adore me" he chuckles "Keep dreaming boy" I wanted him to let go of me, not because I didn't like it but because his touch, was driving me insane. It felt great and I can't afford to fall for him, I mean look at him who wouldn't fall for that handsome face and crazy person but that was problem. I'm not his type. He turned me around and this time I was facing him, our eyes met and I couldn't deny it, it felt great to be in his arms. His eyes lowered and fell on my lips. Before I could even say my name, he kisses me. My eyes widened in shocked but I gave in and wrapped my arms around his neck, closing my eyes. God damn!his lips are soft. It was slow and gentle, his hands moved to my face as he increased the pace. My hands moved to his soft black hair. God! I've always wanted to touch it I let out a moan and he slipped his tongue in making the kiss hotter. It was the best feeling on earth. We both pulled away at the same time, panting. Damon and Scarlet, two different people brought together by fate but separated by life. Will they find each other again and just live with the memories of what that had??Kumpleto
Talk To Me
From the first day you saw him sitting on top of the old railcar through the chain-link fence, you felt a connection, but little did you know how it would end for you both. What he sees in your eyes the day you meet is the same look he sees reflected in his mirror- pain, isolation, depression, and something darker. Years later, your life's path brought you two together again, and fate started to turn. There was no way out, no way but one. ~~~~~~~~~~~ You try to hide your scars with the kitchen towel. He pulls the towel away and caresses your wrists while looking into your eyes with heartache. "Talk to me." You reply, "There's nothing to talk about." Both of you knew it was a lie. Can you trust the boy you met behind the chain-link fence with your dark secret? In the end, will love be reason enough to live? Is Faith and Hope enough to bring these two together? Will the joining of their hearts and bodies be what they need to survive? Trigger warning: Depression. Mental health issues. Discussion of self-harm and childhood s/a. (Not romanticized or glorified or explicitly written.) NOTE: If you are reading this story on any platform other than Wattpad, you are very likely to be at risk of a malware attack. If you wish to read this story in its original form, please go to @LAJoyner on Wattpad. Protect yourself and enjoy reading the original story. Thank you =D BTS and OCs. Cover by: LAJoynerKumpleto
Safety In Numbers ( BWWM) On HOLD
I've been bullied since as long as I can remember. Dark skin is so this or so that. And it seemed to get worse when I gained weight. "Now not only is she dark, she's fat too!" I couldn't escape it even if I tired. I even attempted to commit suicide. Sitting in the bathtub with nothing but pills a razor and social media looking at all the people that hate you would do that. I tried to make it go away, Lord knows but he had a blessing coming for me. I just had to wait. But I knew even in my waiting it was going to be an uphill battle. Will I win the battle?Kumpleto
š ššššš šššš'š ššššššš - multiple
His lips parted and a soft gasp escaped him. "You're so hot, Misty. Without even trying, yo- you look so beautiful sitting in class, doing your work ignoring me," he said. And each word is tattooed on my heart. I felt a wave of confidence as he spoke while I kissed his neck. "Tell me more," I said and he let out a throaty laugh before speaking again. "And I wish to grab you by the neck and make out with you until we both can't breathe. I want to kiss you in public, I want to fuck you in public, I want to claim you in public," he said as I rested my arm beside him and balanced on it while I unbuttoned my jeans. "Anything else?" I asked, quietly, looking into his eyes as his hands found my hips and pushed my jeans off. "You are just so fucking perfect," he said and I slammed my lips on his lips, my jeans lying on the floor now as I started unbuttoning his pants. āāāāāāā šš¦ššš”š²š¬š ššš«š«šš§ want nothing more than to be rich and leave the town filled with nothing but god-complex rich people. She worked two jobs to help pay for her school until she got on the wrong foot with the popular girl and ended up getting an invite to sleep with three boys in return for money.
įµŹ°įµŹø įµįµāæ'įµ Ė¢įµā±Ė”įµ, įµŹ³ Ė¢įµįµĖ”Ė” Ė”ā±įµįµ Źøįµįµ į“¬āæįµ įµŹ°įµŹø įµįµāæ'įµ įµįµįµįµ įµįµ Ė”įµįµįµŹ°, įµŹ³ įµįµįµāæ į¶įµįµįµ Ė”ā±įµįµ Źøįµįµ į“øįµįµ'Ė¢ į¶ įµį¶įµ ā±įµ, į“µ į¶įµāæ'įµ Ź³įµįµĖ”įµį¶įµ ā±įµ įµŹ°įµįµ'Ė¢ Ź·Ź°Źø į“¬Ė”Ė”į“µ Ź·įµāæįµ ā±Ė¢ Źøįµįµ āæįµŹ· --- Demani never needed much, just a break from living. But with the chaos at home from her mom, her stepdad and step-siblings, it feels impossible. School is her only escape, a safe haven she shares with her three best friends. They keep each other sane without even realizing it. It's always been the four of them. Until they meet them. Until she meets āšš. Booker stopped caring a long time ago. Between taking care of his sick grandma, dodging bullets and keeping up with school, life is just something he's pushing through. The only things holding him together? His grandma and a stupid promise he made in the seventh grade. Neither of them is looking for more, but sometimes, the people you least expect become the ones you need the most.
Karagdagang detalyeMga Alituntunin ng Nilalaman