Summer Love
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  • Reads 2,244
  • Votes 134
  • Parts 9
  • Time 56m
Ongoing, First published Apr 04, 2013
I'm almost 18 now, and it seems when the number of my age increases, the more I realize I didn't  know much about myself.
Or to be specific, my childhood.
Most kid will remember something from their past life, something embarrassing, something that'll make them laugh when they remember it, or the very least, their best friend. 

But I can't, and it doesn't seem to bother me until, that very one day, my mom asked me to find her luggage in the basement and instead of her luggage, I found a box with my name written on it.

Since the day I opened the box, I learned that there's a guy out there named Niall J. Horan who knew about my past. I also learn that my parents does not like him very much and they tried so hard to keep a distance between us. I don't get it, why? what have he done that raised so much hatred from my parents? I need to know. 
 
I need to find this guy, no matter how hard it takes, I need to know about my past and why can't I remember them. It's not going to be easy, but I won't give up.
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