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I Am Afraid
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Ongoing, First published Sep 14, 2015
Mature
10 years ago i do Believe in Fairy tales and Happy endings. 10 years ago i have a Complete family . 10 years ago i used to be the girl that always smiling and Has a Loving personality . 10 years ago i used to be the Friendly one . 10 Years ago i Tresured my family the most. BUT as what i Have said that WAS 10 years ago. MEMORY FADES AND PEOPLE CHANGE. My first Heartbreak Change everything. Experiences change me to be the Better and Strong one.
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FROM FRIENDS TO LOVERS (AND BEYOND)

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There are moments in life so small, so ordinary, that you barely notice when everything changes. A glance held a little too long. A laugh that feels different in your chest. A touch that lingers. She became my best friend, my constant. Late-night calls, endless adventures, secrets whispered into the dark. It was always easy with her, natural. Safe. But somewhere between laughter and promises, something shifted. I didn't know it at first-not really. I just knew that when she smiled, it felt like the sun had chosen me. That when she cried, it hurt more than my own heartbreaks. That when she was near, the world made a little more sense. This is the story of how we found each other-not as we were, but as we were meant to be. From friends, to lovers, and somewhere even deeper than that. Because sometimes, the greatest love stories start with a simple truth: it was always you.