She might not be okay
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Last published Mon, Sep 14, 2015
A hopeless sight of how life took the girl she used to be.
She seems to be running in circles. The dim light captured her attention. She feels like flying. She wants to run away, she wants to get rid of the uneasiness that she's been feeling these past few days. She is trying to revive the good old faith that she had, for as of the moment she is holding on to that thin piece of string that used to be indestructible.
She never once thought that this will happen to her. As if she found herself alone in a room full of people, but they seem to not even bother notice her. The phantoms inside her head worsen the noises by these people, then she realized, this chaos, is it still worth struggling for?
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