lauren ✨ jack gilinsky
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  • Parts 8
  • Time 45m
Ongoing, First published Sep 14, 2015
Mature
✨ In which a schizophrenic girl is oblivious to how naturally beautiful and magnificent she is ✨


schiz·o·phre·ni·a

(skitsəˈfrēnēə, noun)

- "a long-term mental disorder of a type involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion, and a sense of mental fragmentation."


⚠️ I am not writing this to mimic or discriminate anyone with any mental illnesses or disorders. If you feel that way, please let me know ASAP; message me. DO NOT REPORT MY BOOK ⚠️
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